Friday, August 21, 2009

Confession...

Dear Lord,

Forgive me for I have sinned or I wanna sin...

I wanna think about myself..I wanna put self over others...I wanna prioritize and re-prioritize things in life...

And I wanna be firm about it!

I am done being self-less and am done being the giver...

I cannot take the life revolving around others...

I cannot cherish the happiness felt by others....

I am not able to dry the moist eye from the tears of others...

It leaves no feelings within me , for me, about me ...

Let me be about me...

Let me just be...


Oh, lord....forgive me for this thought, for I think , its a vice...

3 comments:

AnjuGandhi said...

i dont think that u have sinned. if you think so then all of us are in the same boat. for all of us self, family comes first then others. and to be jealous of others is very natural
what ever you have said are common human emotions and i have all of them.
i wonder am I also sinning?

Rambler said...

I just loved the idea of a confession for "i wanna sin"..i guess there will be times we wanna commit sin..and confess for it knowing what we are going to do

Pari said...

I am not sure whether it's sinning or whether it is ok?! I am not even sure whehter I have done it before...All I know is , I wanna do it. I wanna change the ratings and priorities....and I know , that - is not wrong !!