Haiku

While on this 23-hour long train journey to Delhi with A, we did all the crazy stuff that you can imagine.

I loaded self with books, considering I could do a lot of reading in this long journey, but it turned out A was enough.

I stuffed my writing pen, my books and note pads, since the scenery outside trains always brings out the best writer in me. But it turned out A was enough.

I did not get time to do a thing!!

So when she saw my little book, she "demanded" that I write stuff for her.

I attempted two silly little haiku's and I regret doing so. I will tell you why, below.

First the haiku's

Insanity wraps sanity
Bloom!
Oh, thy flower!!

Hyperbole, its not
Never-ceasing spring,
Offered!

I am regretting writing these since througout the journey, and all till the time I will know her, she will remind me of the fact that she is a never-ceasing spring!

:)

For all that it matters, I liked the haikus.

Fate...

So, while talking about fate...
And gulping down sake...

We both couldn't help but wonder,
how long,
since we both actually mate??

Carefree,
Why it isn't me?

Monotonous,
Oh, I so not wanna be!

Contentment,
This is what I am looking for...

Unhappiness,
yet comes and stands at my door!!

IT aint the sweetness
Nor the bitterhood
Just that sometimes in life
The present sways your mood!

Is it deja vu?
Or this weather
Is again really blue...

Old mail...

I don't know where and how did I find this....it was lying in my inbox, sent by pooh ...long while ago...sorry if this belong to some one out there in the blog world...its very well written !And so apt to convey...please don't go??

PS: I really wonder how people maintain long distance relationships...its difficult maan !!!! I hate them !!!!! :(

I wish u would take me out for dinner somewhere...

Or maybe even chai would do...

Somewhere where u and me could have lots of time to bid farewell...

But will it ever be enough? I don’t know…

Maybe just enough to last a month...

I wish u would hold my hand and sit

In some park...in some beach...

Or maybe even our balcony would do...

Somewhere where u and me could get lost for some time...

But will it ever be enough? I don’t know…

Maybe just enough to last a month...

I wish u would look into my eyes and tell me that u would miss me...

Or maybe look at my body and tell

And I would tell u (for the hundredth time)

How much I would miss you...

But will it be enough? I don’t know…

Hope its enough to last a month...

I wish u would give me a big smooch...

Or maybe even a kiss would do

so I can feel how it is to be so close to u

And I could hug that closeness when u r not there

But will it ever be enough? I don’t know...

Maybe just enough to last a month

I wish u would hold me tight as I close my eyes today...

No. no exceptions would work here...

And as the morning arrives...

Maybe I could accept the fact that u won’t be there the next night...

But will it be enough? I don’t know...

Maybe just enough to last a month

Have u heard them?

Incase you have then let me know. Because since the time they have come in my mind, I am bloating with the sweet success and pride of having thought such wonderful lines....

- The only promise that today holds is of "Tomorrow"

- Its easy to fall in love, but very difficult to find someone worth loving!!

( Now, when I type this..I think I have heard it before...may be some other way round!)

Ufff!!!

This also becomes my third post for the day and before my company kicks me outta here, Adios !!!!

Summary

My life was summarised in one sentence as follows:

" You know how you are living off late --- like, you are so fascinated with LCD televisions and so enjoy watching them in stores and other people's house, but you tend to always overlook the one you have at home!!"

BANG!!!!!!
BOOM!!!!!!
DASH!!!!!!

I will take some time to comment on this....

On a completely different note, today till now (mid-afternoon) I have not got angry ! Its like a record of sorts for me, since the past 2-3 weeks...or more, I do not remember such day!!

Yes, yes --- I have heard and will try to incorporate what all you told me yesterday S!! I am trying, that's worth raising a glass :)

Easy!

My experiences, teaching me...
its easy to reach the top but to stay right up there
its easy to take decisions but to abide by them
its easy to get close but to stay put
its easy to feel but hard to express
its easy to read but hard to interpret
its easy to want things, wish things, but to initiate one
its easy to ask questions, point fingers but to answer one
its easy to go with the flow but not against the tide

I’ll be misunderstood,
By the beautiful and good in this city,
None of this was planned,
Take me by the hand,
just don’t try and understand

Can’t forgive sorry to say,
You don’t know you’re guilty anyway,
Isn’t it funny how we don’t speak the language of love?

---> "Misunderstood"

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore


--MLTR

What i feel right now.....

Sometimes you have to let go to realise if you had something worth holding on to...

~Anonymous~