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These are the 'worst' days of my life ...

Agonizing is getting a whole new meaning.

Hope is leaving me, it was a temporary sublet. Or it was not?

Dreams - what are they ? what were they?

Happiness or happyness - everything is eluding me.

Solace - no where. In no one.

Patience - losing it with every drop of tear

Faith - in what? In whom ? What for ???

Why can't I see some clear picture...of anything ... any where ???

A clear sky, with white dancing clouds...birds flying freely...and you have the chance to look up and say - it is gonna be a wonderful day ! Is this too much to ask for ?